Saturday, October 25, 2008

i have a broken heart.

...and I think I have for most of my life. I thought possibly saying it out loud would make me feel OK about it. But so far, nothing.

p.s. Maybe I'll come back later and re-read this, and who knows.

4 comments:

Jazzbrew said...

It's been a few days. Did it help? I hope so...

Chubbs said...

no, i didn't help. i don't think a broken heart really ever goes away. Hence that Al Green song/question.

Jazzbrew said...

How do you mend a broken heart... great question with no answer. Perhaps it never mends - we just get used to the fact that it is broken.

I know I have some pain that was caused years (decades) ago but it hasn't gone away. I can call it up and cry/feel angry just like it happened yesterday. Why is that?

Hang in there. I'm pulling for you.

Chubbs said...

thanks jazz. ur right...i can totally relate. but as they say, it builds character, right? And if you hadn't had your heart broken, you probably wouldn't appreciate the thing that tries to make it whole again. maybe. what do i know? just speculatin'