Tuesday, December 9, 2008

i really wanted to post...

about the shitty mood i was in today. but i figure, it'll pass **crossing fingers that it's PMS.** I haven't felt honest enough on my blog lately. I haven't felt like enough of anything--(there's some honesty). Maybe that's why I want to cancel it. It's not helping my happiness. In fact, re-reading some of my past thoughts...well, it's sad. I'm sulking more than i am laughing. The new year really needs to show me something...anything, a new direction, a flicker of THIS IS YOUR PATH.

P.S. I really appreciate your "don't cancel your blog" comments (i love you guys). I don't think I'll cancel. well, not yet. Although, I'm considering a possible name/subject matter change. For now, perhaps a break? Hmmm.

4 comments:

Jazzbrew said...

I must admit that my selfish reason for not wanting you to cancel is I would completely lose touch with you. I'll wonder how you're doing... if you got a dog... where you decided to move... how your book turns out... no more pictures...

All that said - I can appreciate your desire to cancel. My blog updates are starting to feel like homework assignments... I don't wanna do them.

LadyWritesTheBlues said...

I understand the not being honest thing. I am taking a (looong) blog break myself so I can figure out how to really be honest and not have it impact other folks negatively b/c of my honesty. All that being said......don't go....lol.

Chubbs said...

Thanks Jazz. Very kind words...perhaps I'll just take a break.

Lady--yes, it's difficult to be honest...likely because sometimes honesty is painful and people's responses can impact that more than we think.

rashad said...

I hear you on being honest man..it can be tough, but after awhile, you have to realize that's exactly why people check for your blog..